Something related to love--My fantasy

Girls always have variety of fantasies about love. But as to me—a 24 years old lady, I am not supposed to be one of those girls.

There’s a sentence we would like to use for ending a mail: wish your dream will come true soon. Sometimes, dreams are sort of fantasies to us which would hard to be true. Having fantasies is the teenage girls’ exclusive right. All they need to concerned is to get a high mark. Who cares what the reality goes to be? At least they don’t care as being students. So they have more time on making fantasies beyond study. But different from these girls, ladies like my age would face various stresses around them. Career, marriage, family, financial calculation…etc. God bless us to work all these things through then having a wondering life. That’s why I said I was not supposed to having fantasies any more. But unfortunately, my acting goes to the opposite way against my age.

It’s time for telling the reason. I am obsessed with a teacher who teaches step dancing in the fitness centre. My weak point is that I can’t resist the man with the personalities of careful and concerned people even the details. After the second time’s showing up in his class, I copied all of his charming personalities which I can see in my brain deeply. I can’t help to think about him over and over again. At the very beginning I was totally lost in my fantasy as a teenage girl. But two days ago, I suddenly noticed that I was doing stupid dreaming and it was wasting time!

My age doesn’t allow me to day-dreaming love like this. It’s so immature and childish. A serious relationship is impossible to develop base on such a queasy organization between each other. We don’t know each other quite well, especially he doesn’t know me very much. Yes, I know what the reality is. I will just keep this rare emotion in my heart, deeply.

Anyway, it’s hard to meet someone can make you feeling something special. I was lucky to meet such a guy like him. But we met each other at a wrong time. So I have to pass away and keep moving forward.

Keep exploring; you will finally get into the world which belongs to you definitely.